Monday, August 31, 2009

Mosh Pit Doggie Style


First of all, if you think this is going to be one of my infamous sexual exploits, well it ain't. So I won't disappoint you later, I 'll tell you up front. I've had to deal with a lot of my own personal issues and I think I almost have them worked out. I had to let some things go that were really putting me in a mental tail spin and that shit ain't good for me on no level. I've had to reconcile a lot of things that had been plaguing me for years and it was not healthy for me to keep revisiting those things in my mind because they kept me from moving forward and were constantly cluttering up my mind.

Either way, it's pretty much over and I am moving forward from this point. Those who know me know what I'm talking about. Life is just to short to be caught up in emotional black holes. That goes for people to. I really don't have time for the mind games and immature "she-nanegans". Yes, I misspelled it on purpose. So what. Regardless, I got my game face back on and I'm cruisin' back on the my own groove. I got a whole new host of friends out there that support what I am doing and I am reciprocating the groove their diggin'.

So yeah, in my past, I was an ominous prick. I really don't know how I lived with myself but I made it through this far. I've learned where to apply my prickyness and boy has he got some shit for you now. I guess turning 51 in a couple more weeks isn't turning out to be half as bad as I thought it would. I might even get a few birthday gifts after all the shit I've been through. If not fuck em. I can get it myself.

As for all those who have read my blogs and have had a jowl dropping moment. Get the fuck over it. Besides, a couple stories are mere fabrication but I'll never tell you which ones they are. It's the power of being able to write. I have a unique gift of being able to weave fact and fiction into a story and make it so believable you would think it was for real. Oh, and stop trying to figure out which ones are the fibs. You will never be able to do it and I think you know who I'm talking about. I was psychoanalyzing people for quite some time. I'm a big enough nut, I don't need another one screwing shit up.

With all that said, my weekend has been glorious because I have been able to shed some emotional dead weight. I have been able to relax and actually have a chance to reflect back on all the shit that has been plaguing my tender emotional state and laugh at all of it. How silly of me, won't let this happen again. So thanks to all my blogger support for seeing me through this and all those wonderful words of support. What would I have done without you folks by my side? And as for that serial mental rapist, my ego was stroked but thats about it, bah bye!!!

And now I leave you this to ponder: "There is a wisdom brothers and sisters that stands above all others. Never, ever. No matter what. Drop your egg." - Lovelace -"Happy Feet"

15 comments:

Greg said...

Glad you were able to shed some emotional baggage. There's nothing helpful in carrying all that stuff around forever.

themom said...

Sounds like you had a cathartic moment. Ridding ourselves of some of those shackles is an excellent thing. As for dropping the egg...duh?!?!

Shiny Rod said...

Darn cut and paste typo. I fixed it, thanks Mom

JQ_Brat said...

I'm glad you are feeling better and were able to have a nice weekend. Looks like I have some catch up reading to do! I've been having a hard time getting around since starting the new blog. I miss the blogroll updates that blogger provided! I hope you continue to have a good week!

Evil Twin's Wife said...

I'm glad you were able to get some things sorted out. I love having those "Aha!" moments myself. :-)

kenju said...

Glad you're doing better. Life is too short to mess around.

The Dish said...

Glad you had a great weekend. I did too! And I hear ya on dropping the emotional baggage. Consider it done! ;)

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